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Was just a friendly love [that's why I thought]
-the day of going to Ariana's parent beach house-
We were on our way on the beach house
Ryan was sitting beside, I couldn't help but look at his face
I could stare at him all day long,
Then I realize what am doing is it right ?
I had a feeling I could fall for him all over again.
But right now is it just a lust,
because a part of me still loves
Joey and still thinks about him.
We stopped over a Motel cause its getting dark.
And we're not one bit close to the beach house
As everyone was getting rest.
I stayed up and sat in the balcony
For some reason I don't know why Ryan was also up
He came up to me and asked if I was still inlove with Joey
I replied and said I very confuse, I don't know what to do
Ryan told me he had something to confess to me.
That he liked me but he didn't know how to tell it to me
I was going to tell him my feelings
for him even though I wasn't sure of
Telling it to him.
But then before I could ev
As days past since me and Brad meet,
We've exchange numbers but never haven't
talked to each other since then,
One Monday after noon, my heart raced fast
I suddenly thought about Ryan
I thought of calling him but as soon I a dial
Spencer came in and invited to go with her
It was rather strange she came in my house and talked to me
Because I almost lost her as a friend we had a little fight
Okay maybe not a little fight it was a big one..
But that's not what am going to talk about
Spencer is pregnant and she didn't know who
Else to tell, and Joey was the father of the child
For a moment I stopped thinking about everything
Because I couldn't accept the fact that the guy I seriously loved
Cheated on me and with one of my friend
And now she's pregnant.
I called Aria and asked her if I could stay over,
As my tears fall I keep telling myself
Why am I still crying my heart out
Is it because my the guy I love cheated on me and
Got one of my close friends pregnant
Or is it bec
And when ever we meet i pretend i don't like him.
he was the reason I want to be a better person
His all i think about.
but just when i came to know he likes another girl
my heart shattered into pieces,
I tried to stopped liking him
tried to date some other guy
I met a guy in my class
his names Joey, His a really nice guy but his not Ryan
But few months later I've fallen for Joey
What can I say I like guys who plays Guitar.
Joey was my first serious relationship
other was just a fling.
And for a while I forgot Ryan
What Joey and I had was real, But its not how I feel about Ryan
Joey had to leave and study back in Europe.
He said it was best if we just break up
because he can't watch me cry when he leaves
so his gonna let me go.
Whats tougher letting go of someone who
cared and loved you or wait till everything gets better?
Ofcourse he chose letting me go and fell apart.
I cried for months because I really did feel for him.
I haven't talked to Ryan for months
and haven't though
Does anybody actually believe in "LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT" ?
because I don't actually used to believe in real love nor LAFS but when i was a kid i saw a boy and
i looked at him as if there was no other kid in the garden,
i thought he was a snob actually.
but then i started knowing him..
And since that day i knew who he was
and we've became friends I actually liked him though
I was a kid, So I didn't know,
what was that smile on my face whenever i see him.
and a few years later he had his ways and I had mine..
I may had past relations
but that didn't stop my heart from liking him.
Because i thought all along that,
I'd already forgotten my feelings for him since that day.
but nothing changed whenever i see him
I keep remembering how much i used to like him
I thought being with him was never gonna happen,
I secretly kept my feelings for him
cause its lame liking a guy who doesnt feel the same way.
Chapter 2 coming soon....
Am just inspired in writing a story just like how i write
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